Dance like nobody is watching

Hola! Last night I went dancing, cuba style with my friend.
Or I shouldn't say dancing, we went to a salsa lesson, and tried to dance good. But the problem was that the feet and the brain did not really connected, it took awhile but now at least I know the basic steps of salsa and ruuuumba, I really love that word "ruuumba". haha.

Oh!
And I've also went to get my fortune told this week and that was .. interesting.. I asked aboout my job, about me and about love, of course, I had too! . But I'm not telling. haha annoying? right?

Freak of nature

My hair is a mess, I'm tired and my head is a empty shell of something that once was a wonderful thing. This is what happens when the cold and winter is on it's way.. You stop caring about things and start looking like a ...

Which means I need to:
* Go to my hairdresser
* Get some beauty sleep
* Read a book or something

I'm going to a wedding soon and there is going to be alot of picture taking soo.. I need to look sociable. AAAH!

Don't wanna trade it away .

You know when you hear a song and just get stuck - you know that you've listened to it for the thousand time in your player but still.. you want to hear the lyrics and feel the sound, just one more time. You want to tell everyone about the song but at the same time you don't want them to say they like it because it's yours in a weird way. I'm there.

"And it will take this life of regret
Before my heart learns to forget
Tomorrow will be as it alwasy has been
And i will fall to her again
Before i know i have come to close
I said if right is leaving
I'd rather be wrong.
She is the sunlight, The sun is gone."

Think enough and you won't know anything.

There is this feeling, the feeling of that something just isn't right, something is happening, is going to happen or even has happend.

It's like an anxiety you can't get rid of but you don't understand why it's there. Mine, is usually right.. but do I ever listen, no of course not.
It starts with a thought and often ends with .. stuff and the thought "I should have stayed at home, in bed"

Hmmpfh. It's time for the autum blues again.. the sad music that makes you almost cry, the feeling of being alone, being not good enough and the thought that nobody else understand/cares. I'm there, right now, in this moment.

The song of the moment "Almost lover" by A fine frenzy

I think too much, right? I should just stop my whole thinking progress and.. I don't know ..